(17 Nov)
My feeling rn...
I haven't updated my blog for quite a while. Now I'm here wanting myself to read this in the future if you ever felt boring or tired or lonely..
I am currently in Kuala Terengganu right now. On the way back to Shah Alam from our UCE co-curriculum programme.
The feeling is absolutely difference. Most of the time, I travel with my family. Terengganu and Kelantan is my mom's favourite place because there are so much beach. Just name it, i think we had went to each of existing beach in both states😂... and so i can tell you automatically that both states are also our favourite places too. Other than the fact that my father was born in Paka. Terengganu always near in our hearts. Of course when we travel, the worries of budget on my parents' shoulder... but they never (kedekut) wherever we travel...
Travel with friends is a whole lof of differences... You can tell it ever since you start the journey... Of course, I miss my siblings so much... so that feeling quite strong...
Now i understand a little bit why mothers always taking pictures frequently when travel... They wish to keep in their memories forever especially the good times and for them to remember those times when they getting older...
Just now, my co-cu friends and I went to Pasar Payang and that moment reminded me of my family... I wish the past memories that I spent with my family is someting that I never regret and I hope for the upcoming memories, I will treat them as best as I could... eventhough I know I am mentally emotionally unstable...
I can say that for the past two days, it taught me to prior my family first...
