Blog?

I don't know the right platform where to express my feelings but I enjoyed reading the past posts. Some are fuuny and bring back memories. I want a platform where only I and certain people can read... and I think this is the right one.Maybe.

2 more weeks before revision week. And had not start any final exam preparation yet.

Okay. Let me start that tomorrow is Min's birthday and  I don't know what to do... Planning just simple things and hope she likes it.

I have 4 final papers to deal with. This means war guysss...

I will update what I felt throughout this sem later ya...

Recently budak2 kelas A talked to me. and i felt as if ...

I had unlocked my social potential skill...wuhuuu... but only some... not to the max yet... Thank you because acknowledge my presence...

I don't know how to socialise with people especially with someone you never talks with... For me, it has to be somone's side to start first then I'll just continue... Other reason is I'm also scared if my personality or my characters make people feel annoyed or something... Too much overthinking guysss... Stop it...

To Terengganu Without Fam

(17 Nov)

My feeling rn...

I haven't updated my blog for quite a while. Now I'm here wanting myself to read this in the future if you ever felt boring or tired or lonely..

I am currently in Kuala Terengganu right now. On the way back to Shah Alam from our UCE co-curriculum programme.

The feeling is absolutely difference. Most of the time, I travel with my family. Terengganu and Kelantan is my mom's favourite place because there are so much beach. Just name it, i think we had went to each of existing beach in both states😂... and so i can tell you automatically that both states are also our favourite places too. Other than the fact that my father was born in Paka. Terengganu always near in our hearts. Of course when we travel, the worries of budget on my parents' shoulder... but they never (kedekut) wherever we travel...

Travel with friends is a whole lof of differences... You can tell it ever since you start the journey... Of course, I miss my siblings so much... so that feeling quite strong...

Now i understand a little bit why mothers always taking pictures frequently when travel... They wish to keep in their memories forever especially the good times and for them to remember those times when they getting older...

Just now, my co-cu friends and I went to Pasar Payang and that moment reminded me of my family... I wish the past memories that I spent with my family is someting that I never regret and I hope for the upcoming memories, I will treat them as best as I could... eventhough I know I am mentally emotionally unstable...

I can say that for the past two days, it taught me to prior my family first...

Sem 1 Looking Okay

Alhamdulillah dah 3 paper final exam, 2 lagi... Seminggu lagi nak habis...

Roommate dah balik, im alone...

Fact: Alone does not mean you're lonely okay.

Ina called me ajak keluar since dia kat seksyen 18 tapi gap exam sehari je jadi x jadilah me nak keluar... I'm really looking forward to see Ina and the other two.

Guys, let me tell you about Farah Rosedania (rasanya eja nama ni betul)... Like no one cares if I told this but I want to remember how kind she is when I read this next time.

First time, I saw her was in our room in Kolej Mawar 2A with her family with luggage and all... My first impression, "Cantiknyaaa" looking how fair she is... Even her mother is pretty too... She came from Penang... She took Masscom programme in public relation...

Throughout this sem, I have found that we had the same interest :
-prefer alone

She really likes make up and all. Who doesn't like make up right?... Always shopping for good stuff...She is Sephora's and Typo's  biggest fans...

She gave me this Typo book and pizza (tuna flavour) for free...

She has a really good sense of make up...  and more less like me except I am more complicated...

I really want to hangout with her more, but our schedule are not the same... If I had morning classes, her classes will be at the evening... So we end up meeting in our room only...

She really cares about her family...
Guys, almost every night she would video call or call her family like Papa, Mama, Tok Wan, Tok Ma, Uncle Mei and lots of people too. Asking them this and that. She really close with her uncles, aunties and all of them... I'm so proud of her for capable to do that...

The last day we met I could  feel she is a kind person. I forgot to say Thank You Farah throughout this sem 1.

Lately, I realise that I am getting forgetful...means I cannot remember details for instance Barbie movie scene, or other movie... And that's terrify me...

P/s: I know there are many grammatical error but please ignore it.

2 Januari 2019

I still think that today is 31 Disember 2018. (Tulis pada 1/1)

Okay, jumaat ni ada paper computer science. Mggu ni roommate habis paper awl so dia pun cau awal. 

Doakan family and I for success here and hereafter okay. Harini ada berita pelajar sem 5 sama course dgn me meninggal dunia semlm, mengikut berita pelajar tersebut tidak sedarkn diri kul 9.38 pm dan terus dikerjakan ke hosp Shah Alam kul 10 mlm tu juga. Me yg tengah baca berita tu kul 12 lebih pagi terkejut sampai terduduk. Innalillahi wainna Ilaihi raji'un. Semoga arwah ditempatkan di tempat yang tinggi darjatnya.

Harini jugak 2/1 ,

Ayaya...
Rindu tgok budak2 pakai uniform sekolah , haish, siapa je boleh move on dari moment sekolah...
Budak2 masuk sekolah, heavennya perasaan tu...

Kepada yg membaca, sila have fun & value every second sementara dapat merasa ada kat sekolah tu. 

Ada org moment dia kat sek men, ada org moment dia kat uni, bergantunglah as long as you like that moment, keep and value it.